The City That Never Sleeps

posted : Monday, July 27, 2009

title : A potential worse day ever!

Oh my god.
Horrible, horrible, HORRIBLE day!
Well everything was going on just fine till somethin' happened.
Ugh god! Could anything get any worse?!
We'll come to that later.
So, Literature was okay.
The test was not that bad, even though I didn't study anything for it.
I didn't even know there was a test!
Okay so then English, not so interesting.
Recess then Music, didn't thought it was as exciting as I wanted it to be.
Ms Seow can't stay long cause she had to picked up a music vendor for a music workshop.
So, we went through the different kinds of gamelan instruments for the first period, then we went back to class and did some revision worksheets and some puzzles.
So not fun.
Then Maths, Mother Tongue.
Mdm Noraini wasn't in class, so Ms Fizah relieved us instead.
At least she's better than "that" teacher.
Right Khai?
She refused to talked in malay, even though it was a malay class.
She said that she doesn't teach malay in this school.
Suit yourself!
Then we all sang Happy Birthday to Fa'iz.
It was so nice. Haha
Ok so, then after school, the last session of Speak Up.
Ms Nikki was on time this time.
Haha, she was lookin' beautiful!
Then we did the Cannibal game?
Is that it? Can't remember.
So yea, its about persuading the teacher why you deserve to be spared and not be eaten by the cannibals.
My group was chosen first.
So we were all like, don't know what to do and expect.
So then we just talk.
Well, unfortunately, Ms Nikki said that our speeches are not convincing enough and that we should all be eaten by the cannibal.
We were all like, ok whatevs.
We didn't even know what to do.
So the other groups presented and we were the only group that all of the people got eaten up by cannibals.
So never mind about that.
After that was the individual speech.
We were given a statemant.
And we have to give a speech on whether we agree on that statement or not.
So yea, if you remembered, my topic was about, "girls with double eyelids are prettier".
I worked kinda hard on my speech and wanna make it good.
But I realised in the last minute that we were only gave a minute to present our speeches.
And my speech was quite long cause I timed myself while reading my speech.
So I was like, what do I do?
There were only 2 person's infront of me, and it was my turn.
So then I thought, just give my best shot.
In my speech, I said that I do agree that girls with double eyelids are prettier.
And you know I gave all the points and stuff.
I didn't have the chance to finish my speech though, it was good, but not good enough.
But never mind, that was not the final marks.
Oh, and this Speak Up speech thingy is actually counted in our SA2 so yea, its really important.
So I have a second chance to present it in class later in front of Mr Fariz for the finalised marks.
So yea, it was a bummer that I didn't finished my speech.
Umm, then we went to band practice.
When we came, they were having sectional practice.
That's good! And the Sec Ones are still around.
So yea, we practiced F.A.G.
The Sec Ones are really improving.
As an SL, Im really proud of them.
Chey chey! (:
Ok so, this is what I have been like, exaggerating about.
I was using my junior's neckstrap cause mine was being used by my other junior.
So yea, at first it was fine. Nothing horrible happened.
Then, at one point, my files dropped from the music stand.
So I was bending to pick it up and my Saxophone was hanging by my neck.
I seriously didn't think something this bad is going to happen.
And for some reason, I don't know, I kinda jerked.
Then my sax just crashed down to the floor.
My first reaction was like, "SHIIIITT!!"
All my section mates was like **GASP**
I was like, OMG shit, Im the SL, Im the QM, Im so fcukin' dead!
I seriously think that I was going to die.
And to make things worse, my conductor, Mr Sim was like not even 5m away.
And like obviously he saw what happened, cause I was like screaming.
Then I have no choice but to report the accident to him.
I was really hoping that I wouldn't be like "cursed" or something.
But Mr Sim said that its not that serious cause the dent is on the bell, and it doesn't affect my sound or playing.
One of the palm keys got dented but I can still press it, and its still functioning.
So ahh, ok well not so bad.
Then Mr Sim said I don't know like if this really needs to be repaired cause it doesn't affect the osund.
So he doesn't really know if its necesasary to repair it.
So he asked me to see Ms Seow.
My heart was thumping so hard as I make my way to search for her.
So then when I met her, Danial helped me explain what happened, cause like obviously he can see how scared my face were.
So you she said the same thing, it doesn't affect your playing and stuff.
And she said that I can't get it fixed at the spot but she'll see what she can do.
So at the meantime just leave it as it is.
I don't really think it needs to be repaired but then I thought, the dent was pretty obvious and like, ugly.
So just imagine for example in a performance or maybe SYF, it'll look very weird and awkward.
You know you have to give the impression that you care for your instruments, well something like that.
First impression really counts, you know.
Cause seriously the dent is, you know can be noticed.
Unless I hide it.
But seriously, I didn't mean to drop it, it's the neckstrap's fault.
Ugh, at this point right now, I just can't blame anyone.
I feel so, guilty and scared and worried.
All emotions into one, you know what I mean.
Im just hoping that something will be fixed or done.
In conclusion, this day could be my worse day ever in history.
A potential worse day.
Just maybe, we'll see.
Ahh well,

signing off,
farah <3

9:21:00 PM