Just random drabbles about my daily life; enjoy (:
The City That Never Sleeps
Just random drabbles about my daily life; enjoy (:
Just random drabbles about my daily life; enjoy (:
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posted : Saturday, August 15, 2009
title : lettin' it out.
Ok so, I HAVE to get this off my chest. I just have to. I have no one to talk now right now. I can't take this anymore. My body is shaking in fury. If your under 18, please leave this blog. Aingg, just kidding. But seriously the language that Im about to use is not gonna be pleasant. This is the deal. I am sick and tired of all the rantings and bullshit I've been getting at home. My mom is like, what the fuck? One point she's happy&cheery then suddenly she's angry&mad. I love her but im fucking irritated. I hate it when Im alone at home with her! She will always let out her anger on me. What the fuck did I do? Like seriously, Im fucking mad over the top now! Ok, I may be a little rebel, but I did finished up all the chores. She asked me to take out the trash, I did. She asked me to fold the clothes, I did. She asked me to take down the clothes, I did. What else could you possibly ask me to do?! I obeyed every single one of your orders. I did everything you asked me to. Why the fuck are you getting angry with me?! I know you're tired and stuff but don't get it all out on me! Im fucking tired too, okay?! I have been quiet all along. All fucking long! I never in my life shouted at you before. I kept it in me. I let it burn in me. I've cried before, but you never knew. And never will know. Im hurt, ok ma? I need some freedom, I can't just stay at home and accompany you. I know you love me, but I have a life too. Please just give me a little freedom. Just a tiny weeny one. I really do love you, ma. Just please, stop letting out your anger at me for no reason. Wooh okay, Im feeling a lil better. I had to let it out of me. Its something I have kept for a hella long time. Its burning inside. Still is. |
Farah A'tikah (:
